Wednesday, May 1, 2013

" Indigo Sueno Cancion ~ El Canto de las Estrellas"



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Indigo Dream Song ~ The Chant of Stars
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~ Para mi hermano~
For my brother
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There is an indigo wind surging inside of us....
he and I
carry the song that we can breathe into the stars
and remember we are not separate 
no matter how frightened we had become.....
We walk inside of the night wind
he and I
entering the silent edges of sky 
our indigo dream song carries us
and singing, we become
the breath of heaven
our bodies filling
with starlight, and 
the indigo silk
of  winds
that set us free
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For Tan, mi hermano, my brother who walks in the stars
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"Cielos Antiguos" ~ Ancient Skies

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From "El Fugitivo: XII"
Pablo Neruda
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A Todos, A Vosotros
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To everyone,to you
silent beings of the night
who took my hand in the darkness,to you,
lamps,
of immortal light, star lines,
bread of the living, secret brothers,
to everyone, to you,
I say: nothing could fill the cups
of purity
nothing can 
contain the birth of Spring
like your quiet dignities.
Maybe I am you, that essence
flower and song of earth
that knows where it comes from
and where it belongs,
I'm just the people, hidden door,
dark bread
and when you receive me you receive yourself
in your very self, in that guest
beaten so many times
and so many times
reborn.
To all and everyone,
to all I don't know, who'll never 
hear this name, to those who live
along our long rivers,
at the foot of mountains, in the sulphuric 
copper shadow, to fishermen and peasants,
to blue indians on the shore
of lakes sparkling like glass,
to you, to whomever without knowing why 
has waited for me, here
I belong and recognize and sing.
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yo pertenzco y reconozco y canto
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Sunday, April 21, 2013

" Acopio de Aliento ~ Gathering Prayer"


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"Let the Beauty we love be what we do
There are a hundred ways to kneel and kiss the  ground"
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" The breeze at dawn has secrets to tell you
Don't go back to sleep
You must ask for what you really want
Don't go back to sleep
Particles of starlight move across the door sill
Where the two worlds meet
The door is rounded and.... open
Do not go back to sleep"
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From the writings of
Mevlana Jalal ad-Din Rumi, 13th century Sufi mystic and poet
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"The deep parts of my life pour onward,
as if the river shores were opening out...
It seems that things are more like me now,
that I can see farther into paintings,
I feel closer to what language can not reach."
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From the writings of 
Rainer Maria Rilke, 20th century German/Austrian mystic, artist and poet
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" Poetry is pure....white
It emerges from water covered with drops,
is wrinkled, all in a heap
it has to be spread out, the skin of this planet
this whiteness  from the sea, has to be ironed out
and the hands, they keep moving...moving....
until the holy surfaces are smoothed ,
and that is how things get done.
Every day, hands are creating the world....
Fire and steel,
canvas, linen
and out of light something is born
an innocence is returned."
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From the writings of
Pablo Neruda, 20th century Chilean diplomat, activist, and Nobel Prize winning poet
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I have often thought that the "Poets" travel with ease across time and great distance.... entering our lives through a secret door of the soul's imagination and speaking to us in languages that reveal hidden beauty, a long forgotten truth.......offering their words as a companion to the journeys we undertake...... and bringing the remembrance that we are not alone no matter what we have been given to bear the weight of or take delight in. ....Yes. I have thought that the mystics who took to writing as their craft....wrote poetry. These poems, among others, have been as old friends to me over the years, their presence, a constant in the midst of uncertainties, a deep rooted touchstone to return home to.
Poetry is not brought forth from the same wellspring that the philosophical scholar, the theologically inclined or the intellectually elite would fill their cups from, no, poetry is kindred with another sort - the artist, the dancer, the solitary mystic, the healer who dreams, the makers of music, the shaman...whatever the sacred well they come to fill their vessels and drink in the Divine, it is there you will also find the poets, drunk on that lovely wellspring's holy elixir and painting the air around them with their secret, beautiful language of naming. And yet.... the poets never attempt to name everything.....knowing that they can only bring us to the very edge of the Mystery and that without the silence of the unknown, the craft of naming would be reduced to mere noise, filling the air, not with painted words of light, but discordant sounds that mislead into confusion, chaos, and ultimately despair.....Rumi reminds us of this when, to the well-versed  intellectual theologian who was much enamored with his own self image, he says simply, "Sit down and be quiet....the reason, dear one, is that you are drunk..... and this is the edge of the roof.".....yes, the poets know the value of silence....and protecting the essence of the Sacred Mystery from intellectual speculation while practicing their craft of naming things.....
It has been said that the intellect can not make the journey into the silence of the heart.... and although contemplation and study are deep resources for our quests for meaning, the reaching into the exploration of an idea , and seeking to further our understanding of things....... I believe it is that vast silence within the heart that opens us..... leaving all the space to God..... creating the spacious receptivity that allows for inspiration, beauty, our deepest prayers to be born..... Again Rumi tells us "let the beauty we love be what we do, there are a thousand ways to kneel and kiss the ground".... yes, if we can only remember each thing we put our hands to out of love, and the beauty that comes from love, is, in fact, the essence of prayer....and these prayers pour forth from the simple daily kindnesses and ordinary work of life to the extraordinary beauty and majesty that can come through us when we give ourselves over to it.
Pablo Neruda opens the way for us to enter into this soul of beauty in his poem above....."Every day, hands are creating the world, fire and steel, canvas, linen, and out of light something is born, an innocence is returned."..." The skin of this planet has to be ironed out, the hands keep moving as the holy surfaces are smoothed"....what a raw, clear-lit music emerges from his craftsmanship of shaping the holy...in one moment taking us clearly inside of the ordinary makings of life in the world and in that same moment opening everything into the extraordinary beauty of the world of Light......Yes, there are places where the two worlds meet.... maybe it is within our acts of making, the giving over of our "hands",the giving over of our whole being - that we become "vessels" to be both filled and poured from by some hidden Majesty.... into creativity, prayer- the loving of beauty, and kindnesses shared.....maybe it is inside of that vast silence of our own hearts that the two worlds meet.... and doorways open.
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I have opened the presentation of this series of collage images with one I call "Gathering Prayer".... I chose to begin with a gathering of prayers, because I feel that no matter what we, each of us, has been given to do in this world, that it is all connected, all related, all needed and therefore important to the whole..... what each of us brings- from the very humble and ordinary to the magically extraordinary, when it is offered in love, it is all equally beautiful, all equally necessary.............it is all the gathering of prayers.
What I have loved about working with collage, and in particular collage abstracts, has to do with the gathering of prayers... At the beginning of a project when various materials have come together or "to gather".... whether they be pieces of snake skin, deer hide, broken glass, bones, antler chips, pieces of hoof, iridescent  beads, copper leaf, flower petals, tree bark, pulp for paper, pigments of powder and almost always a piece of turquoise....these materials gather and begin to inform me of the underlying symbols and metaphors that they are representing ...almost as if I need to simply be quiet and listen to the "language" of these elements speaking of what they are and "how they are in relationship to each other" .....in that sense I do not feel like I am the "artist" approaching materials with a "vision" of or agenda for what will take shape...... it is, for me, much like entering meditation or prayer, that "emptying out" and deep quieting that allows me to listen and be filled with a sense of how the materials want to move and be moved ... as if entering the vast "silence of the heart"  and opening into the world of spirit and imagination....is like entering the sky.....and beginning to dance ..... This is the beginning,  the birthplace of SkyDanceMesa.........
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Welcome.... please come in....... the door is open......
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    May you find a moment of quiet here.... a remembering of something beautiful within you that language can no longer reach...... or possibly reacquaint yourself with a piece of an idea, a line of verse or the changing of light in the room....may you find a moment of solace here a midst the images and poems that are presented....  ....and may you always, no matter where you are or what you are doing, allow the love and the beauty within your life to move you to dance in your own vast and magnificent sky.....
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Danza del Cielo Mesa
 Sky Dance Mesa
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Monday, April 8, 2013

"Tierra de los Espiritus ~ Las Puertas de la Curandera"

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"Spirit Land ~ Thresholds of the Healing Woman"
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It has been said that she who dreams through time 
walks through the doorways 
that are hidden in between 
the worlds; and she weaves- 
 hands guiding threads of colored light
shaping the sacred, she whispers
 incandescence into pattern
with each patient stitch 
of songs; she is gathering the stories
of ancestors and starlight and the rivers of grief;
  stones of rain, ghosts carved of mist and tarnished earth,   
forgotten pieces of storm, turquoise of innocence- she dances 
gold edged- the silk within the quiet winds
 of prayers and longing - she is weaving 
 the opening bloom of laughter
 and forgiveness- with softening threads
of timelessness and night sky- she crafts
 translucence, the ancient veil    
into the Tapestry of Souls
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For the Grandmother Who Weaves Stories~
and catches our dreams on silken threads
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~ Gourd Carving~ James Philip Marquez~ Lakota, White Mountain Apache~
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Not all of us walk in between the worlds....that kind of journey usually comes with something that breaks open - breaks through the solidity to which we so desperately cling in our given lives. 
Each time I look into this gourd carving I see the hidden pathway between the worlds cracked open- revealed. There are two worlds I feel am entering into in this image - the one of the figure on the left of the cracked opening, a lightning bolt crack- revealing an edged pathway of light, and the world of the figure on the right side of the cracked opening....both are set against the same landscape- therefore it seems they are both in the same world....but the lightning bolt crack shifts my experience- separates one figure from the other while at the same time maintaining the shared world of the painted landscape. The figure on the right is also bowing slightly, possibly indicating an expression of respect to the entering of a different world through the approaching opening she faces..... there is also a feeling of ceremony from that...like entering "Inipi" or entering the "Dreamtime" or "Kiva Ritual". The figure on the left seems to be emerging with strength into a new landscape..... I look at this gourd carving and feel strengthened, given courage actually, by the depiction of what feels like a sacred journey into the two worlds. My gratitude and deepest appreciation to the artist and craftsman James Marquez for the sharing of these images with me. 
As in all of his beautiful work, there is something of the world of Spirit as well as of the Earth that he carefully shapes into each piece, the result often feels like a kind of invitation to enter into a different world, a different place within ourselves.... to enter into something both real and deeply sacred.  
The following piece is also a gourd carving... This piece takes me in one instant to someplace beyond time - into the deep sacred world of prayer and Spirit and also of imagination....it feels playful to me- and magical - I want to become very tiny and climb into it.... It seems a magical tiny "Kiva" suspended in the air ... holding an ocean of mystery inside- as if climbing in there would be climbing into the night sky ...
Also with this piece comes a sense of Creator's origin of the human being- as "Vessel, lovingly carved of earth and stories and songs - carrying within us pieces of Mystery and starlight....and deep, endless sky.
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~ Gourd Carving~ James Philip Marquez~ Lakota, White Mountain Apache~
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Saturday, March 30, 2013

"Starfire Kiva" Ho'oponopono

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Ho'oponopono 
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One of our words for sacred prayer in Hawaii, ho'oponopono is understood to be the practice of  forgiveness - a ritual cleansing of the spirit that brings things back into their own right order....The sacred healers or priests of our islands, kahunas,would serve as a guide to those who were in need of this kind of healing as well as performing the ceremonial ritual and prayers involved..
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"In order to heal the world around you.... you must first heal the world within you."   
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As we enter sacred space for ceremony, inipi (sweat lodge), kiva rituals, hanbleceya (vision questing/ dream questing)....there is a process of "going within" where we are entering the sacred both literally in the physical world and symbolically in the world of spirit....when we give ourselves over to the creative journey or open into the dreamtime during sleep- we are journeying within and healing the world around us by coming closer to the truth within ourselves....
To inhabit the worlds that live deep within, and  sometimes simply visiting for a period of time, requires courage,,,,acceptance.....and I think ultimately, forgiveness; of ourselves and of the world.... that we might find release from the weight of containment that our sorrows and fears bind us with. 
Real beauty has always had a component of ugliness, pieces of darkness, elements of uncontrollable chaos ....to recognize these and accept that they have a place in the order of things is to come closer to the true nature within ....too see that everything is connected, it is all related, it is all necessary.... and ultimately all things have their place in the world as well as within us.... Ultimately, the holy is woven into everything.
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 In honor of the Starfire Kiva, a place within for the healing prayers to be spoken.......
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A woman can't survive 
by her own breath
alone
she must know 
the voices of mountains
she must recognize
the forgiveness of blue sky
she must flow
with the elusive
bodies
of night winds
who will take her
into herself

look at me
i am not a separate woman
i am the continuance 
of blue sky
i am the throat
of the mountains
a night wind
who burns
with every breath
she takes
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"Fire" from the collected works ~ this poem among the ones that have been companion to  my journey - is one that echos deep in the roots of being and always brings me home.   

Sunday, March 24, 2013

"Ritual" Rito de Iniciacion

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 Cien Sonetos de Amor: XVII
From selected poems of Pablo Neruda
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 Para el con hermoso profundo fuego dentro de el
y trae el don de la curacion para mi...
For the one with beautiful deep fire within him
and who brings the gift of healing to me...
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I don't love you as if you were a rose of salt, topaz,
or arrow of carnations that propagate fire:
I love you as one loves certain obscure things
secretly, between the shadow and the soul.

I love you as the plant that does not bloom but carries
the light of those flowers, hidden, within itself,
and thanks to your love the tight aroma that arose
from the earth lives dimly in my body.

I love you without knowing how, or when, or from where,
I love you directly without problems or pride:
I love you like this because I don't know any other way
to love,
except in this form in which I am not nor are you,
so close that your hand upon my chest is mine,
so close that your eyes close with my dreams.
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....tan cerca que se cierran tus ojos con mi sueno
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" In the Garden of the Turquoise Serpent" En el Jardin de la Serpiente Turquesa


" Initiation" Iniciacion


Friday, March 22, 2013

"Rain Mesa"



"Element of Transcendence"


"Earth Spirit" Looks South Woman


"Emergence" Sky Garden Prayer


"Emergence" Sky Garden Prayer







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Universes of wonder surround us
…but we forget
we become so easily trapped- imprisoned
inside of the hours
that then become days….
we are haunted by spirits
that we never knew
and these ghosts lay claim
to each breath
and each dream….

…..we have all tasted that loss-
the trade of gold
rooted within us-
to somehow enter
the painted kingdom
with its imaginary tapestries and empty rooms
 the glittering costumes ,the beaded masks
always dissolving and falling away….
we are not made of illusion….
 we are made of stardust…..
and breath…
and bones…. 
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"Origin"