Friday, January 24, 2020

" Pour mon Daemon qui Suit "~ My Demon Follows


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My demon follows me
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I will sing to you
my darling,
my demon
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It is as if
it never happened
so long ago
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Circling your beauty
with patterns of flight
an untamed wind
following movements of light
within my mind
and within my soul
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I circle around you
skybound
and I find another voice
that speaks the name of love
weaving threads of starlight
into my song
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When darkness comes
I will still sing 
for you, my love
my demon
I will not turn away
from your eyes
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We have become pain~bearers
both of us
you know this truth
as much as I
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Here we hold the searing heat
and the darkness
of each life
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How can we manage
without our laughter
and still you come to me
with this as your gift
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How I hate you
for the beauty that you bring
reminding me
to live once again
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I cannot hold on
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I wish I never saw this light
that is burning within you
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I will have only scars
from this flame
that remains too bright
surrounding your spirit
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There will be nothing left of me
and maybe that is best
...I remember golden light
fused into the arching waves
of an erupting sea
and the silver shimmer
of stars
and planets
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Circling you
my love
Light is always 
what we need it to be
~ and never what it actually is
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Appearing
and then vanishing
inside 
of our breath
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Friday, January 10, 2020

" Ethique Ancienne"~ Ancient Ethos



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The Ancient Laws
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There is a sacred beauty within everything
the holy mark of light
within each breath
each word
each movement of life
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This silence fills me
and I cannot turn away from
the eloquence of it
and yet, 
you ask me to shape language
around you
painting, somehow
the symbols that return us
to grace
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Poetry is prayer
or at least a reaching toward you
for it is any distance from you
that I cannot bear
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Fill my mouth 
with shapes of light
that I may speak your name
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Fill my hands 
with every color of mercy
that pleases you
and 
brings you close to me
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Wednesday, January 1, 2020

"El Vestigio de la Risa Nocturna" ~ The Vestige of Night Laughter


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The Vestige of Night Laughter
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We are all given darkness
and an accompanying light
whatever is lost to us in the shadows
we can only find inside the sable path
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only the dark angel
unveiling the night within us
and the ethereal fluid 
the laughter of starlight
traces of silver motioning North 
 the mystical compass
inside his sable cloak
it calls to all of us
the hidden journey of night
what we have lost into darkness
we cannot find inside of light
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 open the hermetic veil
 the cloak blackened mystery
potent uncertainty, fluid with grief
 enter this darkness
 with it's trace of silvered laughter
 the North Star, glittering of steps
paths etched of light
 a motion of truth
toward wholeness 
 the harmony of opposites
a spherical holiness
the paradoxical embrace
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We are guided by dark laughter 
through the shadow lands
a hidden map of starlight
inside of our breath
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