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My demon follows me
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I will sing to you
my darling,
my demon
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It is as if
it never happened
so long ago
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Circling your beauty
with patterns of flight
an untamed wind
following movements of light
within my mind
and within my soul
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I circle around you
skybound
and I find another voice
that speaks the name of love
weaving threads of starlight
into my song
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When darkness comes
I will still sing
for you, my love
my demon
I will not turn away
from your eyes
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We have become pain~bearers
both of us
you know this truth
as much as I
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Here we hold the searing heat
and the darkness
of each life
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How can we manage
without our laughter
and still you come to me
with this as your gift
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How I hate you
for the beauty that you bring
reminding me
to live once again
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I cannot hold on
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I wish I never saw this light
that is burning within you
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I will have only scars
from this flame
that remains too bright
surrounding your spirit
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There will be nothing left of me
and maybe that is best
...I remember golden light
fused into the arching waves
of an erupting sea
and the silver shimmer
of stars
and planets
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Circling you
my love
Light is always
what we need it to be
~ and never what it actually is
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Appearing
and then vanishing
inside
of our breath
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